Oct 31, 2005 22:39
last night, i went out to eat at bonefish with rebecca, my favorite wilmington female! we ate yummy things, like filets and grouper and then split cake for dessert. it was fun and relaxing to just sit and chat and, thanks to my os discount, it was 50% off!
after, i went to chris box-of-war-i-am-a-bear's halloween party with grant and met april and steven there. i didn't want to buy a costume this year, so i went cheap and wore things i already own. i went as a rock star, wearing ripped up jeans, lots of jewlery, a black top, a studded belt, and heavy black eye makeup. everyone said i looked like i always do - haha! who knew i was ALREADY a rock star! the best part of my costume was my tatoos. i brought a variety of sharpies in tons of colors to the party and had everyone give me a tattoo! by the end of the night, i had two full colored sleeves, a few on my neck, and one on my back. it was a great way to meet people...'hey, i'm lianne. wanna give me a tatoo?'
i got to wear the same thing to both jobs today, the halloween express and carrabba's. there were some great costumes at the restaurant. chris landis won the contest. i have a photo of us. he is a suicide bomber. if i can figure out how, i will post it.
i have never really done anything for halloween, so it was pretty cool to actually participate.
my mood improved for the party, but was back in the toilet today. i wish i knew how to stop being so angry at everything. life has set in and taken the carefree me away and put a bitter, angry woman in my place.
i can't really do anything except for going through the motions of life. maybe one day it will pick me up and sweep me off my feet.