Jan 19, 2005 21:41
although my better judgement tells me this is only asking for trouble, i miss the tinge of temporary relief i get from writing all my thoughts out...
well the lack of updatage has been due to my younger sister deciding to read my journal, print it out, and show it to my parents....yah shes professionally trained to suck at life. well i really didnt care because everything i write is how i feel and what has happened, im sorry they had to see that im a herion addict who apparently gives hand jobs for crack (thats what i was accused of...but after going back and reading past entries ive concluded my rents themselves are just huge fucking drug addicts)
meanwhile back at the ranch...
i still hate HCo.
after the livejournal/drug intervention my parents and i have been getting along for the first time in a very long time
my dad has been completely supportive of everything ive been through lately, which has made me feel so much better about so many things. its hard knowing im exactly like him. i really love my dad so much but growing up was hard knowing i could go through or make someone go through what i have for so long.
as of right now theres still the same drama there was before lil less giggle goose lil more yellow number 5 you know, you know?
erica im so glad you came up with neen and colleen i just wish you could have stayed so we could fight crime UA style and distract me from being sad.
well i have to finish cleaning up and perhaps go to bed early....good night