sometimes... all i need is the air that i breathe, and to love you
i had a really nice day today, i've been up since 3 but i'm not tired. I've been in quite the slump, but something about this morning broke it. maybe it was the in-bed buffy watching.
i like ellie cause she doesnt wash her hair or shave her legs or care about boys, cause i do all those things and they don't make me any happier.
this weekend i was sad about how i trusted jason again before he went and did exactly what i expected him to. this morning though? i looked at it and it was funny. It stoped being a sad thing, and now its just what it is. it's not a part of me and it's not the end of the world.
i gots me some perspective
and my mom was really nice last night and we didn't fight and i wished i had a more honest relationship with her because sometimes she's okay.
i just feel so satisfied for once. it feels like 18's very soon.
i like ellie cause she doesnt wash her hair or shave her legs or care about boys, cause i do all those things and they don't make me any happier.
this weekend i was sad about how i trusted jason again before he went and did exactly what i expected him to. this morning though? i looked at it and it was funny. It stoped being a sad thing, and now its just what it is. it's not a part of me and it's not the end of the world.
i gots me some perspective
and my mom was really nice last night and we didn't fight and i wished i had a more honest relationship with her because sometimes she's okay.
i just feel so satisfied for once. it feels like 18's very soon.