So . . . Yeah
Yeah so I never really had one of these and I have no idea what to write in a "livejournal" so whatever I will just speak my mind. I have been deeply depressed because I come into realization that it is my fault my baby (cat) is gone, because she got feline leukemia a looong time ago and since then I put her in the garage every night when I was home, well one night I woke up to the barking of the coyotes and I knew something bad happened I also remembered I didn't put Meg in the garage but I say to myself "she is one tough cat she will be alright" but unfortunately I was incredibly wrong . . . and its getting very hard to hold back my emotions which is a horrible habit of mine that I really can't help.
on other less incredibly sad news I am swooning over Aragorn from "Lord of the Rings" , he is just so hot I can't help but be attracted to him. also one of my many cusins got a hair cut and Orange Mango Guava {OMG} he is man-pretty, and a tottaly a natural model. I really need to go to my best friends house she always can cheer me up, I really need a hug.
right now I am listening to "About A girl " and I kind of with girl was replaced by guy because it reminds me of how I feel to my former boyfriend who says he still really cares form me even though he did “some thing” with another girl the went out with her, broke up, the got back together, than broke up again.
Fuck my life