turning over our goodbyes
some time before 22.2.04 - i'm going to make a list of things i want to do. things i really want to do. and i'll update it randomnly... take things off when neccesary... but it's my list. of dreams. (and yes, i realise most of them so far relate to soco, and konstantine...so one day i'll add more, that aren't about soco!)
22.2.04 - added a few.
22.3.04 - some of them link together. but oh well. they're seperate things. and i realise you can't tell which ones were added when. but maybe it's better that way?
10.4.04 - um... yeah :P win a date with tad hamilton is a cute movie :)
12.4.04 - added one...
16.7.04 - wow. crossed one off! well, edited a lot...added some, too.
2.9.04 - added one.
23.12.04 - edited/removed/added
28.7.05 - edited/removed.
1.learn to play konstantine on piano.
2.fall in love. [edit]the kind that doesn't just hurt[/edit] i don't want to do this.
3.see something corporate in concert. again, if/when they headline!
4.hear konstantine live.
5.meet andrew mcmahon.
6.write a song about heartbreak, and name it after the boy it's about.
7.say the exact right thing at the exact right time to the exact right person. or anyone.
8.figure out exactly who i am, and show the world the true me. [edit]as well as showing myself.[/edit]
9.make someone smile. just because i'm there.
10.find the words to tell someone how i really feel. about them, and me. anybody.
11.just find words. that matter.
12.be somebody's everything. and don't let them down. ever.
13.give someone reason to call me. like the get up kids do to the girl in the action & action clip :)
14.know someone for years & years, only to one day realise i'm in love with them. [edit]years & years meaning more than 5[/edit] i don't want to do this one anymore.
15.get married - in the rain. [edit]play tennis in the rain.[edit]
16.stop thinking about myself for a second.
17.find a way to really help someone out. really help them.
18.form a band. and name it writing over andrew. oh fuck, maybe i need to learn to play an instrument, too?
19.learn to play an instrument. one that can be used in a band. not the flute.
20.throw many many pieces of multi-coloured paper off a high building, like in the joan of arcadia episode "anonymous".
21.write something good enough to be published.
23.12.04 - this is number twenty. the reason i updated my 'dreams'. you need to see a clip of this to understand how pretty it looks.
and this is what the paper actually says...it's a poem that the character grace wrote, but she didn't want people to know that she wrote it. so joan&adam did that.
sewer walking
you and me, we used to talk
like a river underground, the sewer
where we used to walk.
the hole at the end empties out to the pier
where paper boats disappear.
me, i try to send this note.
float it like a paper boat.
but paper sinks and words are weak.
i try but i don't speak.
♥
22.2.04 - added a few.
22.3.04 - some of them link together. but oh well. they're seperate things. and i realise you can't tell which ones were added when. but maybe it's better that way?
10.4.04 - um... yeah :P win a date with tad hamilton is a cute movie :)
12.4.04 - added one...
16.7.04 - wow. crossed one off! well, edited a lot...added some, too.
2.9.04 - added one.
23.12.04 - edited/removed/added
28.7.05 - edited/removed.
1.learn to play konstantine on piano.
2.fall in love. [edit]the kind that doesn't just hurt[/edit] i don't want to do this.
3.see something corporate in concert. again, if/when they headline!
4.hear konstantine live.
5.meet andrew mcmahon.
6.write a song about heartbreak, and name it after the boy it's about.
7.say the exact right thing at the exact right time to the exact right person. or anyone.
8.figure out exactly who i am, and show the world the true me. [edit]as well as showing myself.[/edit]
9.make someone smile. just because i'm there.
10.find the words to tell someone how i really feel. about them, and me. anybody.
11.just find words. that matter.
12.be somebody's everything. and don't let them down. ever.
13.give someone reason to call me. like the get up kids do to the girl in the action & action clip :)
14.know someone for years & years, only to one day realise i'm in love with them. [edit]years & years meaning more than 5[/edit] i don't want to do this one anymore.
15.get married - in the rain. [edit]play tennis in the rain.[edit]
16.stop thinking about myself for a second.
17.find a way to really help someone out. really help them.
18.form a band. and name it writing over andrew. oh fuck, maybe i need to learn to play an instrument, too?
19.learn to play an instrument. one that can be used in a band. not the flute.
20.throw many many pieces of multi-coloured paper off a high building, like in the joan of arcadia episode "anonymous".
21.write something good enough to be published.
23.12.04 - this is number twenty. the reason i updated my 'dreams'. you need to see a clip of this to understand how pretty it looks.
and this is what the paper actually says...it's a poem that the character grace wrote, but she didn't want people to know that she wrote it. so joan&adam did that.
sewer walking
you and me, we used to talk
like a river underground, the sewer
where we used to walk.
the hole at the end empties out to the pier
where paper boats disappear.
me, i try to send this note.
float it like a paper boat.
but paper sinks and words are weak.
i try but i don't speak.
♥