Survey: my fellows with arrogant views of intellect and my enemies with arrogant views of talent.
it seems as if we are all lowering our standard in a downard spiral of questions and regret. i dont know why exactly but neither does anyone else so i guess im ahead of the game. nobody needs anything, but thats in no way a cushion for our optimism. need or not we still want desparately. if you think about it everyone does certain things and other people who do different things they look down upon because they think their way is the right way. we all do it. some to more of an extent than others, but still everyone. i dont know which would be worse if my way of going about things was wrong or if i was right about everyone elses way being wrong. perplextion. well right now ill throw my hands in the air and do whatever feels good. fuck every other system of decisions. fuck everything else. it feels good.