Feb 08, 2006 22:10
i've never been able to understand people who lie. just lie so much and hide so much that no one ends up knowing who they really are. what could be so bad or so boring that you can't tell someone who happens to care. they're only hurting themselves, and just confusing the people around them.
And, i've also never understood people who do drugs to "cope with life." what the crap? alright, life sucks, i'll accept that. but, what are you going to do about it? anyone who thinks that drugs help anything, that drugs give anything back is wrong. recreation, fine, whatever. but they don't accomplish anything. they're not an excuse to ruin your life.
and pretty soon, good people get tired of being led down your winding roads paved with lies, fake innocence, and horse shit. The people you thought were your friends - who were your friends - realize that maybe they were wrong for trusting you. for caring about you. because obviously you don't care enough about yourself.
sometimes you have to take things at face value. stop trying to dig for the hidden meaning and start accepting what everyone's been saying all along.
and that is a hard fact to face.
i hate being a teenager. knowing that i am somehow statistically associated with these people.