evil has never loved you as i do (1/2). reid/nathan & hotch/reid (criminal minds), pg-13.

[likecharity]

Title: evil has never loved you as i do
Author: likecharity
Pairing: Spencer Reid/Nathan Harris, Spencer Reid/Aaron Hotchner
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Discussion of murder (not graphic) and drug withdrawal
Summary: Three years since Nathan Harris first entered the BAU's lives, he's back, a suspect once again. But this time, it seems he really is the

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[crumpetdear]

awwh and reid detoxing is just. it's so weird because i really truly think reid had to have visited nathan while he was addicted to the dilaudid I SWEAR HE DID and so to see it written in the fic it's like. aauughghfff. ok seriously. your writing is like. so straight forward and totally bullshit-less haha like. detoxing is not a pretty thing. and you've written that. the chills, the hot flashes, he's just skin and bone, reid's complete disgust with himself but he can't get over nathan saying he looked so sick and being able to tell just right away and reid wants to get over this for nathan and himself, i mean. YOU'VE WRITTEN THAT and it's not sugarcoated like "oh reid looked a little ill but got over it quickly as he detoxed" and whatnot because that's not real life and what i've got on my screen right now is. I LOVE SWEATY DETOXING REID lolol god fuck and then nathan seeing past all that anyhow and look, reid, i know he's a kid and you're fucked up and he's fucked up but COME ON. don't leave him hanging therrree~ D :

ahahaha i find it wonderful that nathan's refusing to speak apart from asking for reid. dr. reid, at that. AND He chews on his lower lip, the skin there flaky, spotted with blood in the middle where he's been worrying it. THERE IT IS AGAIN. you've written reality and i looove ittt. the mental image is, like, palpable, i swear. lol and hooooly fuck NATHAN'S "I DON'T THINK SO" idk what reaction you were looking for but i am smiling a mile fucking wide at that i mean jfc. i like the fact that hotch is trying that tactic almost right away because I KNOW what he feels for reid and here's nathan, completely in the picture when he shouldn't even BE THERE because of the situation they're all in, it doesn't seem right or fair for reid to want this homicidal kid, it just makes everything worse. SO he tries this tactic and holy shit does it backfire AND IT'S FAAABULOUS lolol and it just gets better, christ, this fic is all things wonderful AS HOTCH GETS NATHAN TO REALIZE REID MIGHT RECIPROCATE HIS FEEELLIIINGSS god my heart just grew three sizes bigger what is this even. hotch totally trying to nail him on this and "You can quit it with the innocent kid act, okay?" fuck hotch, you can't make this shit up. YOUR FIC MAKES ME RESORT TO A LOT OF CURSING BECAUSE I HAVE NO OTHER WORDS hahaha ugh and fuck, rossi being a witness to it all, this moment of hotch having a miniature breakdown, it's great LOL i can't stop being amazed.