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I do not think curses are meant to be enjoyable, but I rather liked the one with all the tea and parties. Not so much because I enjoy such events, but because I spent the entire day among people, some of which were very nice.
In the days before it, and particularly in the days after it, I have become more and more aware of how-- I suppose lonely truly is the right word, of how lonely I have been and still am, here. Will Mr Herondale continues to be the only one that I know from London who is also here, but he has been rather reclusive and I do not believe that he would be inclined to spent time with me to ease my loneliness, nor am I certain I would prefer such a situation to the current one.
As much as I love books and no matter how very much I enjoy the library here, fictional characters merely alleviate loneliness on a temporal basis.
In the days before it, and particularly in the days after it, I have become more and more aware of how-- I suppose lonely truly is the right word, of how lonely I have been and still am, here. Will Mr Herondale continues to be the only one that I know from London who is also here, but he has been rather reclusive and I do not believe that he would be inclined to spent time with me to ease my loneliness, nor am I certain I would prefer such a situation to the current one.
As much as I love books and no matter how very much I enjoy the library here, fictional characters merely alleviate loneliness on a temporal basis.