May 17, 2004 16:14
it was our day to be undercover. how we had to not tell your parents you were coming over. or mine that you weren't allowed. oh how stupid mistakes affect us now. but that night when you told me how our restrictions from each other were taking place, i wasn't joking when i said we'd be ok. and we prove it by stupid things like saturday. and even stupider things by my jumping up and down in blockbuster, or you wanting to watch Home Fries. Good movie by the way.
i like how now when we see each other in the hallway, we hug. you deserve to be happy. and we tell each other everything that matters. you dont know every small detail in my life, but what you know are the things that now matter.
two different people. i thought about them today. more than usual.
old friends and memories never die, but with my recent living day to day, im realizing the ones that matter are the ones that have stayed. and the people who are gone, well im sure i wan't much to lose for them.
but tomorrow will be tomorrow. and that's fine by me.
on another note:
today a boy set off a stink bomb in english. and said he farted. sub found out, and shut the door. i used a girl's body spray but it on my hand and cupped my hand over my mouth all 3rd hour. wanted to be sick. thinking about it now... time for a shower.