You love what you think you deserve.

[likeastronautes]

Ah, what a depressing day. My mom told me I have to spend all of my next check on bills. I feel like a fucking robot. I hate crying at work. All those bad thoughts come to my head. I was telling myself to just leave work and quit, again. Good thing I didn't. It's lunch time now, and i'm eating tomato soup. Earlier, I was looking at autotrader.com for cars because my dad might buy me a car this weekend, and my boss told me he could get me a really cheap car from his brother who owns a car dealership and goes to auctions. So, I might actually be getting a car this weekend. I'm excited.

I haven't slept well in weeks.
And, i'm finally going to therapy soon.

I've always been one to rely on some love to fill.