connections unconnected

[likeastarcries_]

i

am not connected
the places that
are me
and not me

cannot converge
into one

and i
am
left here
alone
trying to find
that i
have something
to give
to anyone who wants it.
my ideals
seem to
forget
that i am me
and the words
i try to speak
do not
meet
with people i hope
will meet
and then
my mind whirls
with panic
and i must
calm

myself.