May 13, 2006 23:13
boys are really losing their luster for me.
seriously.
every single one i am ever interested in is a liar. or immature. or a little bit of both.
i'm so sick of it. i'm giving up.
i just watched two hours of the abc show, "what about brian." and i have come to the conclusion that i am the brian of my group. single, and i honestly don't know why. the tagalong to everything. but the upside is that i do have my group. my group who can honestly get me through anything. i was freaking out last night, desperately needing to talk (of course about the first three lines of my entry), and i knew that i had someone whose house i could go over at midnight. to tell me that it will be okay. to talk up their sister's boyfriend's cousin to hook me up with. to ask me to spend the night. to laugh with and comiserate with and call him a jackass along with me. thank you, you.
so. after my whining, which is totally due to the weather and it's utter crappiness, i will end on a good note--i love my friends. i really really do.
and, scene.