Are you dreamin'?
I felt good about myself today. Well maybe 'good' isn't the right terminology, maybe more like 'comfortable'. Yeah, comfortable. I just felt comfortable today. Probably because I went to bed on a super duper good note.
I was watching 'Finding Neverland' (it's a beautiful movie, just beautiful) and it ends on the short side of midnight. That alone puts me in a kinda, 'up' mood. But then I notice I have two missed calls on my cell phone and a message. At first I think it's Sophie because she's the only one who will call me late at night but noooooo! Tis Adam. He wanted to know if he could stop by, he had a free hour and wanted to come by and get the prom pictures and what not. Ok he calls me at 11 because he's free from then til midnight. It was... Strange. Lol. I call him back and we talk for a bit and it just felt... Friendly. I dunno, maybe I'm being a total girl and over analyzing it but the guy called me at 11, who thinks about driving half an hour at that time of night just to pick up prom pictures? I don't want to think about it really, the thought of it is too picturesque. But he was thinking about me late at night... Ok that sounded dirty never mind.
Then a blast from the past comes along. I ran into A.J at beantown today and I felt bad cuz he recognized me first and I had to do a cheap double take. Man that guy has changed... It was cool seeing him again, really cool. He asked for my cell phone number and all that. But eh, seems like he's going off on his own grand adventure but in anyevent it was cool seeing him. Especially since my friends all think he's cute. Haha Jessica was trying to get my attention one time to point a cute guy out to me, then he yells my name from his car window and BAM! It's A.J lol. Good times good times...
I dunno, just that random attention made me feel bolder than I normally would. Even though I have a coldsore I was smiling at strangers who would smile back. I just wish it meant something more than just randomness... I wish a little birdy would come and whisper all the answers in my ear, but no such bird exists. Or does it? Ah, if only aye? If only...
I was watching 'Finding Neverland' (it's a beautiful movie, just beautiful) and it ends on the short side of midnight. That alone puts me in a kinda, 'up' mood. But then I notice I have two missed calls on my cell phone and a message. At first I think it's Sophie because she's the only one who will call me late at night but noooooo! Tis Adam. He wanted to know if he could stop by, he had a free hour and wanted to come by and get the prom pictures and what not. Ok he calls me at 11 because he's free from then til midnight. It was... Strange. Lol. I call him back and we talk for a bit and it just felt... Friendly. I dunno, maybe I'm being a total girl and over analyzing it but the guy called me at 11, who thinks about driving half an hour at that time of night just to pick up prom pictures? I don't want to think about it really, the thought of it is too picturesque. But he was thinking about me late at night... Ok that sounded dirty never mind.
Then a blast from the past comes along. I ran into A.J at beantown today and I felt bad cuz he recognized me first and I had to do a cheap double take. Man that guy has changed... It was cool seeing him again, really cool. He asked for my cell phone number and all that. But eh, seems like he's going off on his own grand adventure but in anyevent it was cool seeing him. Especially since my friends all think he's cute. Haha Jessica was trying to get my attention one time to point a cute guy out to me, then he yells my name from his car window and BAM! It's A.J lol. Good times good times...
I dunno, just that random attention made me feel bolder than I normally would. Even though I have a coldsore I was smiling at strangers who would smile back. I just wish it meant something more than just randomness... I wish a little birdy would come and whisper all the answers in my ear, but no such bird exists. Or does it? Ah, if only aye? If only...