'Cause you're in no hurry like I am now...

[likeafaerytale]

I really don't care anymore.

I have a huge crush.

I have a deep love.

One I'm afraid of.

The other I miss with all of my existence.

You choose which.

I have allergies.

I have a cold.

I have heartache.

And I really don't care.

It always goes away anyway.

One way or another.

I have my music.

I have a summer to come.

I may not be smiling today.

But there's a possibility that soon I will.

So here's another cliche for you to swallow.

My little world comes crashing down.

But I always seem to bring it back.

By myself.

Again.

And again.

Damn you.

You're gong to drive me completely mad.

"I can only hope."

He loves me?

He loves me not?

This hole in my heart seems to just get bigger.

And the tears more frequent.

The sunlight less brilliant.

I haven't chewed my fingernails in a month.

But I still chewed the skin around them off.

I often wonder if that's my version of cutting.

But I somehow doubt it.

I think I'm probably just stupid.

He could be that boy.

But I'm not that girl.

He said yes to prom though.

And he had been hoping to not go to any at all.

Cowboy boots?

Yes, completely mad.

"We are a dying race."

It's all too true.

My brain hurts.

I'm gonna go star at a wall and drool for a little...