its true
i am home.
somhow walking into reagatas, seeing my wonderful freinds after a week, walking and talking with Jenna...
it all kinda fits together.
not to say im not still confused as hell. but the world doesnt seem to be spinning around me, i feel like i once again have rejoined the world, like i am a part of it instead of simply an onlooker
everyone does deserve to be where they feel happy and loved and safe. since i am a person, i think i would fall under that catagory. not everyone has this privilege, but everyone deserves it i think. i wish everyone could.
i still have my many doubts and regrets, but im where i belong. guilt is there...but i need to be here.
i love it here.
i love CNU.
most of all i love that i can love and be loved.
isnt that all that anyone could ever really want?
somhow walking into reagatas, seeing my wonderful freinds after a week, walking and talking with Jenna...
it all kinda fits together.
not to say im not still confused as hell. but the world doesnt seem to be spinning around me, i feel like i once again have rejoined the world, like i am a part of it instead of simply an onlooker
everyone does deserve to be where they feel happy and loved and safe. since i am a person, i think i would fall under that catagory. not everyone has this privilege, but everyone deserves it i think. i wish everyone could.
i still have my many doubts and regrets, but im where i belong. guilt is there...but i need to be here.
i love it here.
i love CNU.
most of all i love that i can love and be loved.
isnt that all that anyone could ever really want?