Sep 05, 2005 00:25
so the reason why i never tell my mom anything is that she always finds a way of turning my happiness into sadness, even though she might be right sometimes, but still she should be more supportive and not tell me that "ohh he's too young and immature" when she doesnt even know the guy. Anyway she might be right on telling me that i need to start hanging out with older people and stuff like that, but the thing is that i tried that and it doesnt really help , because im the immature one and i admit it, i am immature, but what else can you expect from an 18 year old girl, i tried hanging out with older people but i becomes boring because we have nothing in common, im still into videogames and livejournal and still love vegietales and the ninja turtles and is in love with someone that would probably never realize it, but hey thats just life and you gotta deal with it. All i know is that i need to grow up and move on, and i'm trying as hard as i can, but its really hard when all you want is just stay as a kid forever and hang out with your friends all the time and have fun, but instead you have to work and its a job that you dont even like.