if i did fall. this nite that airwaves held my soul in a blankets embrace. so many lights went out in all directions the resolve of 300 passengers facing imminent death all engines stop me now, all sounds cease to matter im comin down in a blaze of glory and everyone else knoews it too we are gonna light up the forrest and wolves will know us by ( Read more... )

tonite calls for
hoots
hollers
steam
and
love.

and me passed out [drunk?]
on somebodies floor.

oh the beauty of betraying myself...

g'nite yall.

my "uncle" died 3 days ago
found out this morning
he shot himself...

another loved one lost by suicide.

kind of makes you think, aye?

i'm feeling very odd

fuck you all.

i've got a number in my phone
and a check on its way

in a feeble attempt to make everyone happy
i'll try to leave.

later...

telephone conversations have never been so great.
especially while im half asleep
and the only thing i can hear is your voice.

its
wonderful.

$373
fuck.

hmmf.....

you logged off unexpectadly
i was a bit frightened
and still kind of am.
whats up?
[<3 ( Read more... )

i love that odd feeling i get when i think of it
stepping off the metal machine to the ground below
the ground thats so familiar
the ground that was once home in a far off time
the ground that never ceases to make me smile
the ground that never ceases to make my heart stop
home

5 more months...

god dammit.

heh

i'm finally happy
cant you

im telling my dad tonite
that its only $373 to go home
in June.
[buy it now, he'll get a better deal]

$373 dollars more than i have right now...

bah.

*sigh*

Thanks to Katie for the lovelly layout. I heart you like whoa
<3 x 10291809283091820938

i have a star inbetween my thumb and pointer finger
and a '<3' ontop of my hand.

i love it.

<3

g'night everyone.

'sleep tight'

Jessi...

i have 200 couches where you can sleep tonite.

if you'd like to join me on one of them
i'm sure i wouldn't mind...
neither would the ghost underneath my bed.

he might poke at you

just poke him back

you'll be okay.

we'll fade out
into the unknown
and sleep tight

on the two hundred couches...