Exactly what I needed
So this past week was just a really fucked up state of affairs on so many different levels. I don't really wanna think about it. I'm still super pissed at my mom and we aren't really talking. And to a certain extent, I guess I still feel kinda hurt. Everyone keeps telling me there opinion on things and quite honestly, it doesn't make me feel any better. In fact it just makes me feel worse. It's like yea, I get the point and it does bother me and I do feel backstabbed and betrayed to a certain point. The weirdest part is that I do understand what a lot of people are saying. I don't get it either. I still feel the same way. She's my best friend and I'd still do anything for her. I wanna care about her and protect her from all the shitty things in this world and make her happy. And I probably love her more than she knows. I guess I'm done romantically pursuing her for the time being.
ANYwho, I really needed something to take my mind off the past week. And this weekend was just everything that I needed. I gotta say, I probably have the best friends in the world. Tintle and Mulroy made this weekend so much fun for me and I love those crazy assholes for it. On friday we saw the Johnny Cash movie which was really good even though Mulroy said there wasn't enough woman beating in it. It was a very, uhm, Brian Jones and Ashlee Martinez movie because he's just so hopelessly in love with this chick for so long and he keeps getting his ass rejected. Anywho after that we went ghetto-blasting, played the window game, got java chip frappucinos, and went to a diner where me and Mulroy got breakfast and Tintle got a fuckin turkey dinner? Then he gets the damn thing wrapped just so he can throw it out the car window onto some random ass lawn.
THEN yesterday I went to St. Peter's College to talk to the coach there. He seems like a nice dude and stuff. After that I went to the Prep-Camden game and we won so we're going to Giants Stadium and Henri DeFrance cried and hugged me and it was all just a strange series of events. I'm happy for him. He's a good kid and worked his ass off to get there. ANYwho at night I went with the Tintle family to see fuckface's friend Tim in a play. Yea Tim's a really good actor. After that we went to yet another diner and this time the outrageous order of the night was milkshakes which the waitress was super pissed about. SO! THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS THAT I ABSOLUTELY love my friends because even with their stupid and sexual jokes they can make me laugh with no effort in the worst of times. This weekend was exactly what I needed
I really don't have much else to say. There's just some things that I need to think about for awhile and a friendship that I need to fix.
"It's like a 5 day trip,
that went away too quick.
I need some time to think.
Because I'm feeling sick."
ANYwho, I really needed something to take my mind off the past week. And this weekend was just everything that I needed. I gotta say, I probably have the best friends in the world. Tintle and Mulroy made this weekend so much fun for me and I love those crazy assholes for it. On friday we saw the Johnny Cash movie which was really good even though Mulroy said there wasn't enough woman beating in it. It was a very, uhm, Brian Jones and Ashlee Martinez movie because he's just so hopelessly in love with this chick for so long and he keeps getting his ass rejected. Anywho after that we went ghetto-blasting, played the window game, got java chip frappucinos, and went to a diner where me and Mulroy got breakfast and Tintle got a fuckin turkey dinner? Then he gets the damn thing wrapped just so he can throw it out the car window onto some random ass lawn.
THEN yesterday I went to St. Peter's College to talk to the coach there. He seems like a nice dude and stuff. After that I went to the Prep-Camden game and we won so we're going to Giants Stadium and Henri DeFrance cried and hugged me and it was all just a strange series of events. I'm happy for him. He's a good kid and worked his ass off to get there. ANYwho at night I went with the Tintle family to see fuckface's friend Tim in a play. Yea Tim's a really good actor. After that we went to yet another diner and this time the outrageous order of the night was milkshakes which the waitress was super pissed about. SO! THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS THAT I ABSOLUTELY love my friends because even with their stupid and sexual jokes they can make me laugh with no effort in the worst of times. This weekend was exactly what I needed
I really don't have much else to say. There's just some things that I need to think about for awhile and a friendship that I need to fix.
"It's like a 5 day trip,
that went away too quick.
I need some time to think.
Because I'm feeling sick."