yup...i'm an idiot
so this weekend i made the decision to stop smoking...then last night i thought "Hey you're a dumbass if you quit smoking now." Why? well in less then two weeks i am taking probably the most important test of my life and if i fuck it up who knows if i get into graduate school and god only knows when i'll have the cash to retake it again (don't forget the already common nervous breakdowns/anxiety attacks (can we say mood swings?))...mmm, probably not till next year because i have to fork over my own cash for second semester...fucking part time, can't get a loan so i took it all out now and am saving every cent i have now. so i decided (and this is an outward promise/i'm gonna try as hard as possible) that i will quit the saturday after i take the GRE...and i know some of you think bull shit but i said a long time ago that i was going to this summer (cha...car breaks down more then twice well one gets a little stressed to top off a bunch of other shit still going on). all i need from others is none of the "how's quitting going?" because as long as i don't think about it i'm fine (aka i can go home for 2 weeks and not smoke a puff). if you do ask me...i will probably punch you in the ovaries/testicles/general vacinity because i'm gonna be cranky.
OUT MO' FOS'
OUT MO' FOS'