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i racked up a hefty number of smacks over winter break - i took a turn for the negligent and... sort of... stopped testing in favor of eating my entire house. repeatedly.
consequently, it hurts to sit down hard. i tried to plop down on my roommate's floor... um, not today. and judging from how slowly my bruises have healed in the past, not for a good while.
the boy and i got all ambitious - we played for about 18 hours straight (minus a night's sleep), and he was topping. simply put, it was awesome. kind of eclectic, too - a little service, a little t&d, certainly some discipline. at this point, i think we're both too generally curious to be thorough.
this scene marks, i think, one of the first times that i haven't been upset that my Big Grandiose Expectations weren't met. it was different from what i'd imagined (and i'd tried so hard not to imagine for fear of developing Big Grandiose Expectations!) but i enjoyed it a great deal and i know that he did too. (ps, i love you, sir.)
it was pretty ambitious, though - after a while, i started feeling a little sick... my body was threatening to give out on me, but tied to that was this: i had decided i was going to be deep, deep in subspace, but i had trouble getting there. there was self-discipline involved - once i was feeling better and it was safe to play again, i talked myself out of being whiny a number of times. nothing was making me uncomfortable except my own reluctance to serve, and that's no excuse.
besides, i don't think my ass could have taken it if i'd have gotten in trouble.
consequently, it hurts to sit down hard. i tried to plop down on my roommate's floor... um, not today. and judging from how slowly my bruises have healed in the past, not for a good while.
the boy and i got all ambitious - we played for about 18 hours straight (minus a night's sleep), and he was topping. simply put, it was awesome. kind of eclectic, too - a little service, a little t&d, certainly some discipline. at this point, i think we're both too generally curious to be thorough.
this scene marks, i think, one of the first times that i haven't been upset that my Big Grandiose Expectations weren't met. it was different from what i'd imagined (and i'd tried so hard not to imagine for fear of developing Big Grandiose Expectations!) but i enjoyed it a great deal and i know that he did too. (ps, i love you, sir.)
it was pretty ambitious, though - after a while, i started feeling a little sick... my body was threatening to give out on me, but tied to that was this: i had decided i was going to be deep, deep in subspace, but i had trouble getting there. there was self-discipline involved - once i was feeling better and it was safe to play again, i talked myself out of being whiny a number of times. nothing was making me uncomfortable except my own reluctance to serve, and that's no excuse.
besides, i don't think my ass could have taken it if i'd have gotten in trouble.