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NO FUCK YOU, this is success, me, i've successed when you couldn't. did i fucking sabotage you? no i didn't. you did that yourself. i'm not afraid of living any more so why do you have to cut me down? what you jelous? FUCK YOU. nothing was handed to me. i've earned EVERYTHING i have. nothing's been given to me beside opportunities. and i gave you the opportunities i could, what did you do with them? you fucking spit them in my face with utter distain. insulted. you can't live in my world, i can't live in your world BECAUSE YOU WON'T IT BE. keep fucking running away from me. but as i'm moving on with my life, don't be pissed off that i'm not where you left me. how long did you expect me to wait. for 6 months i died every morning, i couldn't sleep because i was afraid of being in my own head. all becasue you killed me every night by being a COMPLETE SELFISH CUNT. yea it's selfish of me to want you, but guess what. I'M AN ADDICT, it's what we do. don't be pissed at me for making something of myself, i've hit rock bottom, and i didn't like the view from there. so get off your self pity wagon and pull your self out of that hell hole, i didn't put you there. you did that yourself.