Apr 01, 2006 03:46
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS.
WHY WHY WHY DO I WANT THIS TO CHANGE.
WHY WHY CAN'T I HOLD MY TOUNGE ANYMORE.
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO EXSPLODE...
SOME ONE FUCKING HELP ME. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, I'M SEEING DOUBLE. I'M SEEING TRUTH, I'M SEEING WHAT I WANT TO SEE.
I DONT' KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I'M LOOKING AT.
I JUST WANT YOU HERE, WITH ME.J
NO I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS BEST FOR YOU,I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU.
I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU WHAT'S BEST FOR ME.
THE ONLY THING I KNOW IS THAT I FUCKING LOVE YOU. AND ALWAYS WILL. I'LL NEVER FALL FAR FROM YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE MY ANCHOR. YOU ARE THE ONE I LOOK TO WHEN I THINK NOTHING ELSE AN GO WRONG. BECAUSEL.... YOU MAKE EVERYTHING A MILLION TIMES BETTER. THERE IS NOT A SINGLE PROBLEM YOU CAN'T SOLVE BY SAYING YOU LOVE ME AND THEN YOU KISS ME....
YOU KISS ME.
YOU KISS ME WITH THAT EYES OF A PERSON THAT ISN'T YOU... WITH SOMETHING DIFFERANT THEN LUST, IT'S NOT NORMAL...
THEN I FOOL MYSELF. I TELL MYSELF THAT IT COULD BE LOVE.... I FAKE THAT I'LL LISTEN TO MYSELF....
I FAKE THAT YOU LOVE ME. I FAKE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE PERFECT.
then why the fuck won't you listen to me........ i love you, and always will.