it's 3 am and i'm dry-heaving
I am so sick and tired of nearly every person who I consider a friend, and who considers me one as well, doesn't even take one minute of consideration when it comes to me. Apparently, I'm not a real person with real concerns, and it's my fate in life to fight tooth and nail for even a glimmer of recognition for anything I've ever done, even helping those so called friends.
So, you know what, I'm about ready to give it all fucking up.