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Feeling: A tender emotion; a fondness
:::Sigh:::
Tonight was not my night...the play was fine...i personally did well, but it just fell apart at the end...i tried my best to improvise...i think it helped a little? But it just went bad... But w/e its over and done with...nothing can be done now.
So... tonight was also a big night of just.... not good things! I dont know what to do?Maybe it is me... idunno...im just sick of ALL OF IT!! It hurts more and more each time... I think ive become accustomed it...but i thought he hurt me once...he couldnt hurt me again, yah, was i wrong? UGH...Tomorrow is a new day tho...
Went to Brookes after play, it was fun, the whole gang was there! Nicholas & Richard came...i love those boys!! They know how to make me smile... Ive been lost without nicholas...im glad things r starting to "work out" again. Thats one thing to smile about,lol
Jessica, Ashleight & Krysper....thankyou ladies :-D U r all marvelous! And Jess...thanx so much... u r my hero...i love ya :-D
<3Jami
:::Sigh:::
Tonight was not my night...the play was fine...i personally did well, but it just fell apart at the end...i tried my best to improvise...i think it helped a little? But it just went bad... But w/e its over and done with...nothing can be done now.
So... tonight was also a big night of just.... not good things! I dont know what to do?Maybe it is me... idunno...im just sick of ALL OF IT!! It hurts more and more each time... I think ive become accustomed it...but i thought he hurt me once...he couldnt hurt me again, yah, was i wrong? UGH...Tomorrow is a new day tho...
Went to Brookes after play, it was fun, the whole gang was there! Nicholas & Richard came...i love those boys!! They know how to make me smile... Ive been lost without nicholas...im glad things r starting to "work out" again. Thats one thing to smile about,lol
Jessica, Ashleight & Krysper....thankyou ladies :-D U r all marvelous! And Jess...thanx so much... u r my hero...i love ya :-D
<3Jami