Finally updating? Heh.
Those two really got to me the other night, and I'm trying SO HARD to lose weight. I've been cutting down what I eat, like A LOT. I run atleast a mile everynight, I try to do things that will keep my mind off of being FAT. It's so hard to think about anything else though, I mean, 2 of my bestfriends are in a damn 3-5 in jeans at Hollister. And they get to share all their clothes and everything, and it's so awesome, and I wish I could but I CAN'T because I'm BIGGER than they are..It really sucks. But I did it to myself when I quit Gymnastics & Cheerleading. I shouldn't have, I knew it was the only thing keeping me even half way in shape.
I don't know..But I'm going to get this, I WILL lose weight, and A LOT of it. No matter WHAT it takes.
..I'll try anything.
sorry for the over load of emotions, guys.<3
STRIVE-125!