Aug 05, 2006 23:49
i think i have made that mistake of having "best friends". my best friend is no longer my best friend; she ran away and didnt tell me. she came back and still she didnt tell me. i had to find all this out thru my other friend. ugh!!! I DONT WANT BEST FRIENDS!! i always get my feelings hurt. ALWAYS! i'm not even joking. i just want good friends. yea. with best friends there's supposed to be this connection and this thing were you can feel confiedent and all that stuff. i dunno. i was close to having that one time like maybe 2 years ago. but then it got all screwed up. and the "i love you" stuff. its a little hard for me to say it. i can only say it in a weird funny voice, kind of liek joking. i have to admit to myself and to the world, that ..oh nevermind.
tomorrow will be fun. shooping!! <33
i'm all right right now. just fine.