Dec 13, 2003 13:51
I had a really good time last night. Me holly and lauren all went to woods and we were chillin there. Then dani came and we watched Brothers In Arms. A little after that we left and went to Donut shack with Ryan and Brandon. And we started a harrdcorre club. Best club ever might I add. After that Dani had to drop us off at hollys. I wish she could have stayed though I love that girl. Shes so cute. Then holly put pink streaks in my hair and I bleached the tips of the back of her hair then dyed it pink. It looks so hot. i'm jelous. I really love all the people I'm hanging out with now. They are so much better than anyone else here. They know how to have fun but they also know when to be serious and be a good friend. Its really nice.
But when I went home my mom yelled at me for my interum and made me cry cause she said that I'm going to be nothing when I get older. I'm going to work as a cashier all my life. I'm really sensitive about that because I really dont know what I'm going to do with myself to get money. I'm not really good at anything. I dont have a special talent. My parents sort of just decided that I'm going to college at the community college for 2 years then 2 years at a state college. I didnt even get a say in it.
I dont know what my grounding will be. I'm trying to keep my computer but i dont know. It'll probably get taken away until report cards. why? why me?