~Christmas Is Getting Closer Im getting sick Dammit~
Well I have a Boyfriend yay his name is Ken. Me and Kevin decided to be Friend's he lives in Rhode Island. I really want either Paul or Micheal but that's NEVER gonna happen i dunno really then i do miss eric still. I dunno what to do anymore I dont think. But If Paul asked me out Sunday id be YEAH...but it WONT happen. I just can't believe he got me something for Christmas. But it's cool hehe he's so cool and cute and sweet and just Paul. I feel kinda sick i have a BAD headache and a bad cold and i can't breathe and i have a headache in my eyes. Oh yeah and yesterday I seen Paul's aunt at my work. She's such a sweet lady. But anyway yeah I guess that ummm....Sunday i will be going to Church well I don't guess Lol i know i am. I have to Ive missed to much and I hate it as it is. Oh Yeah and I got him something To id like to get him something else maybe a little something dunno hehe. When I shop I really shop I can't help it hehe im a dork. But oh well anyway yeah well I guess I don't have a Temperature. It's 98.5 But my head hurts Badly. I hope My Friend Micheal will be okay he's in the Hospital for how high his Temperature was it was 104.0 or something but it was Damn high so I gotta Pray for him because I want him to get well Very soon and Everything hehe. Oh yeah my mom bought me a Red Velvety Bracelet with Bells on it Well Jingle Bells I wanted one cuz she bought one for Brandon Yesterday and Everything so yeah....I wanted one Ima wear it EVERYDAY it's awesome and really cutesey hehe Im such a DORK. Okay had to turn off the Music cuz i have a Splitting headache and everything and it sux. But anyway I guess I will go because i have a Badadss headache and my nose is running something terrible and my eye is killing me so i need to go Lay down. Oh yeah one thing that has been bothering me I knew someone who was on America's most wanted he's my sister's Best Friend's Brother and he was wanted for Murder well I went to the Website there his Picture was and It's CREEPY he got caught cuz people turned him in his sister called and i E-mailed the people about it. I just hope he don't get out of JAIL and try and come kill me and my family and friend's or...His Family. it's messed up to because just a few weeks ago he called telling me to be good and not do nothing bad or he'll kick my ass. Then he said he was doing good trying to stay outta jail and everything. But it happened last year when he killed someone so they had been looking for him for a year and finally caught him thanks to me Really well his sister called first then i e-mailed them and everything because my mom told me to. But ive been kinda Creeped out ever since so i dunno but anyway off to bed for me I had to get that out I was looking at the Website tonight....If you click on Captured his Picture Pops right up. Im still kinda Freaked out it's Creepy plus ive been really depressed and sad over eric and work is Stressing me out and its just a mess. Well EVERYBODY PRAY FOR ME AND I WILL BE SURE TO PRAY FOR EVERYBODY ELSE NO MATTER IF THEY PRAY FOR ME OR NOT. But right now im going to go get some sleep I gotta get up early again but I only work 5 and a half hours so it's okay hehe. But im still gonna get some sleep im Rather sleepy. Friday im supposed to go to The mills with my Dad,Patti which is his Girlfriend April and Ken so I dunno if he's gonna pull through or NOT....we will see. Anyway night All and GOD BLESS YOU ALL TOO.
~GOD BLESS~
You are holy, Lord, the only God…. You are strong, you are great, you are the Most High, you are almighty…. You are Good, all Good, supreme Good…. You are love, you are wisdom. You are humility, you are endurance. You are rest…. You are our eternal life, great and wonderful Lord, God almighty, merciful Savior."
-St. Francis of Assisi