I'm Alive! Happy VAlerton Day
HEY EVERYONE!
So sorry I haven't written in an eternity! Well, ovbiously not sorry enough or I would have made sure to keep this updated.... AH, anyways-
This is whaz up in Becka HIZZOUS: (not any sequencial order)
* I'm not in school this semester( partly cause of my health but mostly because I knew in my heart this sem wasn't the right time to go.)
* I got my hair cut! REALLY REALLY short! I've had to decide to either be miserable or like it. As a wise friend once said "you don't convince yourself of something, you simply must know in your heart." So instead of convincing myself I like my hair, instead I am letting my Heart KnoW that I am beautiful.... no matter how I look. :) Needless to say, it'll grow on me.... and I am gratful!
* I am still a Nanny and love it!
* For a while now, a wonderful man named Justin and I have been seriously dating. It's wonderful to know that all of this time of waiting and wondering.. this amazing blessing has arrived into my life without me having to do anything. And it all happend once I gave up "trying to find the one" to God. Once I surrenedered what I wanted in that situation, God gave me even more than I could've thought I wanted.
If you are present this Valentines day and absent of a Valentine- you don't have to fret. You really don't. You don't have to convince yourself that you "don't need a valentine" either. You instead must know. Know as a fact, you are fully loved. Just you as yourself and as you are. And that can't be said with a box of chocolates. I love you but understand someone loves you more than you could or anyone else could love. I always wanteed that "special someone" to love me unconditionally... that's what we all desire. In reality no one can be perfect in their love as much as they try. But that's cool fool, cause it was made that way so we could only search One way for Perfect Love.
Just look at the sky. The vast love the Lord has for you.. And that's more than a box of chocolates:)
I love you,
You beautiful person. :) Take care mis amigos