the week of heaven and hell
Wow. Wow. Wow. Spring Break was AMAZING! i just cannot believe that it's all worked out so strangely.... Wow, man. Geez.
It actually started pretty damn slow. On Monday, I really just sat around and relaxed and fought with Alaina. (Man I hate this fuckin keyboard.) Then me and Shanta started hanin on Tuesday and she didn't go home. On Wednesday we decided to hang out with Mitch, cute kid that our new friend Steph really likes. So we go to Mitches house, and we were sitting around there with Mitch and Chris and Mitch's lil bro Dylan. We flirted a while then lef. On Thurs, we went and got Steph before goin to Mitches and while Steph and Mitch were upstairs "talkin" me and Nita got a lil bored. So we pretty much decided that we were going to make out with Chris and Dylan. I got Chris, OMG!
THIS KID IS ONLY FOURTEEN!!!!!!!
Innyhoo. Me and Chris and Shanita and Dylan were all in the livin room watchin step up, pretty innocently really, all of a sudden, when I look up Nita is mackin with Dylan. OMG! Right!? So Chris and I are all comfortable snugglin on the couch, and they're over therem so me and chris decide to go hang out in the basement.
on the couch...
I EFFIN HOED IT UP!
I am so horrible. I gave a 14 year old kid, that I didn't even know that well, an effin BJ. Dude. Man. OH Em Gee. We were makin out for a really long time before i did it, but still. And he kept trying to say "Let me do you first." And "You are so pretty.' And trying to put his hand down my pants and stuff. I would have let him if Aunt Ruby hadn't come for a visit. Damn the bitch. The horrible part was, this kid had me goin. He knew exactly what he was doin!!!! And I kept sayin, "No.." and he was like, "No girl has EVER told me no before..."then he thought about it and was like "I kinda like it." OMG!
I wanna rape this kid. He's so cute. He's got longish blonde cruly-ish hair. He's so, i dunno, like, pretty. nothin like anyone else i've been... attracted to. He goes to some private school on a basketball scholarship. I dunno, somehow this kid actually impressed me, and that's amazing. Plus, his penis was... really big. How did a 14 year old get that already? OMG!
I cannot believe that all this has happened and that's just one little snippet of my week. I also lost my job, my best friends are so grounded they aren't even really allowed to know my name, I did something fun and illegal with my mommy, i decided I was gonna try and make a move on the kid I like, I made a new best friend in like a day, and a WHOLE BUNCH OF OTHER STUFF.
Just too much to put into this entry right now.
It actually started pretty damn slow. On Monday, I really just sat around and relaxed and fought with Alaina. (Man I hate this fuckin keyboard.) Then me and Shanta started hanin on Tuesday and she didn't go home. On Wednesday we decided to hang out with Mitch, cute kid that our new friend Steph really likes. So we go to Mitches house, and we were sitting around there with Mitch and Chris and Mitch's lil bro Dylan. We flirted a while then lef. On Thurs, we went and got Steph before goin to Mitches and while Steph and Mitch were upstairs "talkin" me and Nita got a lil bored. So we pretty much decided that we were going to make out with Chris and Dylan. I got Chris, OMG!
THIS KID IS ONLY FOURTEEN!!!!!!!
Innyhoo. Me and Chris and Shanita and Dylan were all in the livin room watchin step up, pretty innocently really, all of a sudden, when I look up Nita is mackin with Dylan. OMG! Right!? So Chris and I are all comfortable snugglin on the couch, and they're over therem so me and chris decide to go hang out in the basement.
on the couch...
I EFFIN HOED IT UP!
I am so horrible. I gave a 14 year old kid, that I didn't even know that well, an effin BJ. Dude. Man. OH Em Gee. We were makin out for a really long time before i did it, but still. And he kept trying to say "Let me do you first." And "You are so pretty.' And trying to put his hand down my pants and stuff. I would have let him if Aunt Ruby hadn't come for a visit. Damn the bitch. The horrible part was, this kid had me goin. He knew exactly what he was doin!!!! And I kept sayin, "No.." and he was like, "No girl has EVER told me no before..."then he thought about it and was like "I kinda like it." OMG!
I wanna rape this kid. He's so cute. He's got longish blonde cruly-ish hair. He's so, i dunno, like, pretty. nothin like anyone else i've been... attracted to. He goes to some private school on a basketball scholarship. I dunno, somehow this kid actually impressed me, and that's amazing. Plus, his penis was... really big. How did a 14 year old get that already? OMG!
I cannot believe that all this has happened and that's just one little snippet of my week. I also lost my job, my best friends are so grounded they aren't even really allowed to know my name, I did something fun and illegal with my mommy, i decided I was gonna try and make a move on the kid I like, I made a new best friend in like a day, and a WHOLE BUNCH OF OTHER STUFF.
Just too much to put into this entry right now.
