thots ona mundai.
this tea really is spicy! weird.
so how are things goin... odd. Everything is very odd to me lately. Sometimes its a good odd, sometimes bad. A lil bit of both usually.
Life changing experience! Shrooms are the best ever! I loooove them. I cant wait to make some tea! Smoothie! ohhh snap!
I swear- mushies are MEANT to be eaten.
New apartment... Its been a rollercoaster, thats for sure. I just pray we dont grow apart during this next year. I definitly dont want that. I just gotta be patient. aaand i really suck at that. guhhhhh
oh man i really gotta get my shit together.
I did 2 1/2 days in jail for getting wasted and doing STOOOPiD shit. I reeeally wish i caught it on camera. youtube that shit. but it was stupid- and i learned my lesson. Jail is NOT a fun place. ugh. gross. But being locked up in a teenyass room with some naaaaa-a-a-a-astys and nothing but a bible to look at, really gives you alot of time to think. It got a lil scary. I dont like the road im goin down. I see me turning into somebody i once hated, my dad. Hes a different guy these days and im so happy for that. but the person the addiction turned him into, i was becoming. I have countless nights i dont remember. That day at elitches i dont even remember stepping into the theme park. I woke up in a cell. thats it. That's ridiculous.
i dunno, my point is im doing some major self improvements. well not major- baby steps.
but i dont hae alot of time to fuck around. i really just gotta do it this time.
Sometimes i just feel like a human hurricane.
Even my room never stays clean for more than an hour. everywhere i go, everything i do gets chaotic. messy. out of hand. Im trying to fix it. Sometimes things start to run smoothly, but slowly things become out of control again. Its weird.
I have no self control.
I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS. Not the music. the 2 cute younger ones. especially the one that flat irons his hair.... whoa. In rolling stone they were talking about purity rings. I totally HAD to have one!
cause this whole dating thing... Really fuckin suck at it.
and i dunno if im a nympho or what, but i have got to stop feckin on the first date.
ohh god that sounds bad. =\
its rare i find someone i actually like these days, but when i do. i fuck it all up. i really do.
anyway purity ring! whoo! well see how long this lasts...
i really gotta start talking to my family more...
Im comin up to my year anniv at the bank. Im really stoked. ive never kept a job that long! =]
I better pick up my pace if i wanna stay their longer. ive been slackin.
hopefully i get my bike fixed tomorrow! i really gotta get back in shape. *grabs tummy*
i have NEVER had a pooch before! And im turning so hairy! ahh! ive got a hairy beer gut!
actually its kinda hot a butch kinda way... jk
really though my job is killing me slowly. i gotta get health quick or im gonna get old quick. then ill be fat, hairy, and old and thats not hot in any kinda way.
hmm pretty odd. i could really go on and on.
well lets hope my next post in in a better place in my life. more organized. less stressed.
*sigh*
awwww... my tea got cold.
so how are things goin... odd. Everything is very odd to me lately. Sometimes its a good odd, sometimes bad. A lil bit of both usually.
Life changing experience! Shrooms are the best ever! I loooove them. I cant wait to make some tea! Smoothie! ohhh snap!
I swear- mushies are MEANT to be eaten.
New apartment... Its been a rollercoaster, thats for sure. I just pray we dont grow apart during this next year. I definitly dont want that. I just gotta be patient. aaand i really suck at that. guhhhhh
oh man i really gotta get my shit together.
I did 2 1/2 days in jail for getting wasted and doing STOOOPiD shit. I reeeally wish i caught it on camera. youtube that shit. but it was stupid- and i learned my lesson. Jail is NOT a fun place. ugh. gross. But being locked up in a teenyass room with some naaaaa-a-a-a-astys and nothing but a bible to look at, really gives you alot of time to think. It got a lil scary. I dont like the road im goin down. I see me turning into somebody i once hated, my dad. Hes a different guy these days and im so happy for that. but the person the addiction turned him into, i was becoming. I have countless nights i dont remember. That day at elitches i dont even remember stepping into the theme park. I woke up in a cell. thats it. That's ridiculous.
i dunno, my point is im doing some major self improvements. well not major- baby steps.
but i dont hae alot of time to fuck around. i really just gotta do it this time.
Sometimes i just feel like a human hurricane.
Even my room never stays clean for more than an hour. everywhere i go, everything i do gets chaotic. messy. out of hand. Im trying to fix it. Sometimes things start to run smoothly, but slowly things become out of control again. Its weird.
I have no self control.
I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS. Not the music. the 2 cute younger ones. especially the one that flat irons his hair.... whoa. In rolling stone they were talking about purity rings. I totally HAD to have one!
cause this whole dating thing... Really fuckin suck at it.
and i dunno if im a nympho or what, but i have got to stop feckin on the first date.
ohh god that sounds bad. =\
its rare i find someone i actually like these days, but when i do. i fuck it all up. i really do.
anyway purity ring! whoo! well see how long this lasts...
i really gotta start talking to my family more...
Im comin up to my year anniv at the bank. Im really stoked. ive never kept a job that long! =]
I better pick up my pace if i wanna stay their longer. ive been slackin.
hopefully i get my bike fixed tomorrow! i really gotta get back in shape. *grabs tummy*
i have NEVER had a pooch before! And im turning so hairy! ahh! ive got a hairy beer gut!
actually its kinda hot a butch kinda way... jk
really though my job is killing me slowly. i gotta get health quick or im gonna get old quick. then ill be fat, hairy, and old and thats not hot in any kinda way.
hmm pretty odd. i could really go on and on.
well lets hope my next post in in a better place in my life. more organized. less stressed.
*sigh*
awwww... my tea got cold.