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ive oficially studied for real for the first time in my life. i also
drank a lot of tea to keep me awake while reading about boring and
incredibly difficult math, since soda is bad for you and tea still has
caffeine. hm anyways. no one talks anymore. and whenever i do talk to
someone or initiate a conversation i get a weird look and i get
ignored. um i lost any strength i had in a friendship so far this year.
according to mrs ryan id probably be an isolated child and i should go
have sex with holden caufield. she needs to stop smoking. the people i
thought wre my best friends last year, or at least good friends
obviously dont think the same and any sort of relationship has died.
its easier to talk to strangers.. if i even talk about how i "feel" or
whatever. i dont like sharing emotions. it seems so unnescessary.. yes
its definetly easier to talk to people youre not freinds with. if
having almost no friends and confide-ees feels like this....i guess its
not that bad....
..you just wonder what happened
im doing anorexia for my independent research project. i dont see whats so depressing about it.
drank a lot of tea to keep me awake while reading about boring and
incredibly difficult math, since soda is bad for you and tea still has
caffeine. hm anyways. no one talks anymore. and whenever i do talk to
someone or initiate a conversation i get a weird look and i get
ignored. um i lost any strength i had in a friendship so far this year.
according to mrs ryan id probably be an isolated child and i should go
have sex with holden caufield. she needs to stop smoking. the people i
thought wre my best friends last year, or at least good friends
obviously dont think the same and any sort of relationship has died.
its easier to talk to strangers.. if i even talk about how i "feel" or
whatever. i dont like sharing emotions. it seems so unnescessary.. yes
its definetly easier to talk to people youre not freinds with. if
having almost no friends and confide-ees feels like this....i guess its
not that bad....
..you just wonder what happened
im doing anorexia for my independent research project. i dont see whats so depressing about it.