Jul 15, 2008 14:17
inaatake ng panget vibes.. stupid stupid pimple.
ok so i watched this movie/documentary ewan with my mom and lolo lastnight. its called 'the secret' it was an hour and a half of repetitive babbling. but it was cool. i mean they were saying that the secret to living a good stress free life is to just focus on what you want instead of focusing on what you dont want. because once you think of something, the universe responds to it and if you think of something bad youll attract something bad. they said that if you want something you have to envision it in your head and believe in it. my lolo started screaming 'im young! im sexy!' it was so funny... since it was extremely paulit-ulit i fell asleep somewhere between the middle and the end.. basically we create our own reality. so ive been trying to create mine in my head.. including that of my future.. just everything i want to happen. sucks though im not getting any prettier or skinnier hahahahahahaha but i think ill get there if i believe it enough, even if im the only one whol see it hahaha omeged.. hrm.. ive been envisioning myself driving to school.. but no i am not to be trusted with the car.. ive been getting a ride here and there though so atleast i dont have to take the jeep anymore.. or deal with the hassle in shaw station.. and the weathers been nice and cold :) ooooooooooh positive yun!
i finally remembered my weird awesome dream from lastnight!
i was about to go to take my masters or something.. my dad was gonna send me abroad to either europe or the us... the week before my trip he put down small boxes infront of me.. inside one box was an adaptor.. another was a lens.. tapos may car keys.. amp he got me a camera a laptop and a car.. i guess my mind floated off to wishful thinking when i went to bed cause of 'the secret' hahahaha grabe...
i dunno i think i really wanna try this whole positive energy thing. it could work. i mean its worth a shot.. i just have to learn how to stop complaining.. im so whiny i hate it.. see even now im whining about how i whine... hahahahaha well atleast ive recognized the problem. ok so i wont complain.. ill just maybe feel bad for a while... not eat.. lose 30lbs and wahoo! no wait.. my height, losing that much would make me look anorexic.. ok ok.. 25 haha
i went through my moms old clothes like lastweek.. it was fun, i found so much! and i turned her old skirt into a dress.. im happy:) 28 pcs of clothing for free haha
hrm.. the gig was ok.. we messed up one song.. but other than that we did pretty good :) im proud of us, and we recorded with manong pat the next day :) hes so awesome :) the song is still raw, but it sounds pretty good and im extremely happy with it and cant wait to polish it and work on another one :) school is pretty good right now.. my midterm grades are ok. i mean 2's and 3's are awesome :) no 1's here woohoo! well ive only seen my grades from some of my profs.. but anyhoo im happy :) ooh see see! positive positive positive its working! plus my boyfriend doesnt have to deal with my arte na woohoo! its awesome for everyone :) i mean.. he loves me so he kinda has to, but id rather he not kasi naman kung kaya kong walain yung kaartehan and yes i admit yung drama.. edi goooooooooood :) wow im feeling so much lighter right now.. i love this! ok .. so the secret seems to be helping me.. i think you guys should try this too.. just be positive.. focus on good.. good good good! sample... if you want to be healthy... say 'i want to be healthy' dont say 'i dont want to get sick' because the word 'sick' is negative and youll attract negativity.. so say 'i want to be healthy! i am healthy!' woohoo!..
ok wow now im on a high! this is awesome :)
baby needs help studying.. bye :D