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been quite a long time since i last posted.
or should i just announce that i'll be on hiatus till end of November 2012?
sigh.
timetable's so screwed, there's hardly any time for me to rest or study when i reach home.
though there are long breaks in between but i KNOW that there's gonna be major talking sessions and whatever stuff, as long as we're not doing homework LOL.
i'm trying to influence them to do homework and they're trying to bring out the chatterbox in me hahaha
i know i should be studying, but i study best alone and yeah if it's a friend, it's gotta be one that can study and ignore me and i'll ignore her/him too... :O
oh well.
class wise.
i don't know if i like my class or i don't.
sure the people are nice, but when it's class time and teachers call me it's just weird because all the answers i give are crap, like seriously.
i don't know how people can chat all the way during discussions and then when they're asked to present they turn the tables around and anyhow crap brilliantly on the spot.
i'm serious.
sigh.
and even though we're in the same school and see each other every morning before morning assembly, i can sense that... we're dirfting apart.
that's why i didn't really wanna be in the same school because i know these things will happen :/
though i can't change that now.
sigh.
but one thing i don't regret is choosing my subject combination.
okay i may complain about lit and whatever but seriously i think if i can catch up then i'll be..okay? i guess
as for maths, though they're going really slowly but then i'm really thankful because i don't have to deal with stupid hyperbolas and elipse and whatever maths crap. even if i do, i won't have to go that in depth
....
yesterday's outburst showed that between friends, i would never scream or whatever when i'm angry.
i'd just ignore the person and start the cold war.
yup, i'm especially good at cold wars and shutting my mouth
all because i've grown up like that
but i shan't dwell much into that or this'll turn into an emo post again LOL
baaaaaah
handphone's going conkers
got an iTouch but then what the heck i can't transfer pictures?? though i removed and reinstalled itunes there's still no photo icon, no matter if i plug in my itouch or not ughh
downloaded loads of TegoMasu albums/singles and Flumpool albums today :)
no fangirl rants because basically, i don't have any T__T
i know i gotta work hard, i will try my best.
because in the end the only one who can help me is me.
or should i just announce that i'll be on hiatus till end of November 2012?
sigh.
timetable's so screwed, there's hardly any time for me to rest or study when i reach home.
though there are long breaks in between but i KNOW that there's gonna be major talking sessions and whatever stuff, as long as we're not doing homework LOL.
i'm trying to influence them to do homework and they're trying to bring out the chatterbox in me hahaha
i know i should be studying, but i study best alone and yeah if it's a friend, it's gotta be one that can study and ignore me and i'll ignore her/him too... :O
oh well.
class wise.
i don't know if i like my class or i don't.
sure the people are nice, but when it's class time and teachers call me it's just weird because all the answers i give are crap, like seriously.
i don't know how people can chat all the way during discussions and then when they're asked to present they turn the tables around and anyhow crap brilliantly on the spot.
i'm serious.
sigh.
and even though we're in the same school and see each other every morning before morning assembly, i can sense that... we're dirfting apart.
that's why i didn't really wanna be in the same school because i know these things will happen :/
though i can't change that now.
sigh.
but one thing i don't regret is choosing my subject combination.
okay i may complain about lit and whatever but seriously i think if i can catch up then i'll be..okay? i guess
as for maths, though they're going really slowly but then i'm really thankful because i don't have to deal with stupid hyperbolas and elipse and whatever maths crap. even if i do, i won't have to go that in depth
....
yesterday's outburst showed that between friends, i would never scream or whatever when i'm angry.
i'd just ignore the person and start the cold war.
yup, i'm especially good at cold wars and shutting my mouth
all because i've grown up like that
but i shan't dwell much into that or this'll turn into an emo post again LOL
baaaaaah
handphone's going conkers
got an iTouch but then what the heck i can't transfer pictures?? though i removed and reinstalled itunes there's still no photo icon, no matter if i plug in my itouch or not ughh
downloaded loads of TegoMasu albums/singles and Flumpool albums today :)
no fangirl rants because basically, i don't have any T__T
i know i gotta work hard, i will try my best.
because in the end the only one who can help me is me.