Nobody's probably gonna read this
I know no one is probably ever going to read this, but, whatever...
I really hate fighting with people. It always leaves me with this bad feeling in my gut that makes me really want to apologize even when I don't need to. And I kinda feel, I guess, that I might lose that person - whether they were a friend or an acquaintance (sp?) - if I don't. I have this unfortunate personality trait where I just kind of want to please everyone. I think it stems from the fact that I could never keep a circle of friends when I was little - fuck, and even now - and I just wanna cling to those I have.
I know you're probably not reading this, nor do you probably care what a whiny little bitch like me has to say at the moment, but Mandie; I'm sorry if I pissed you off. I didn't mean to.
Why am I trying to explain this? No one's ever going to read this, and even if they do, they'll probably just think I'm some whiny emo looking for attention. I'm sorry if you think that. I'm really not an emo. I just, feel really sick at the moment...
I really hate fighting with people. It always leaves me with this bad feeling in my gut that makes me really want to apologize even when I don't need to. And I kinda feel, I guess, that I might lose that person - whether they were a friend or an acquaintance (sp?) - if I don't. I have this unfortunate personality trait where I just kind of want to please everyone. I think it stems from the fact that I could never keep a circle of friends when I was little - fuck, and even now - and I just wanna cling to those I have.
I know you're probably not reading this, nor do you probably care what a whiny little bitch like me has to say at the moment, but Mandie; I'm sorry if I pissed you off. I didn't mean to.
Why am I trying to explain this? No one's ever going to read this, and even if they do, they'll probably just think I'm some whiny emo looking for attention. I'm sorry if you think that. I'm really not an emo. I just, feel really sick at the moment...