Apr 15, 2003 09:54
Suichi is the word of the day. At least it was yesterday. Long ugly story I don't want to talk about. But anyway with what one thing or another I think its finally over. Its amazing what people can do to you. Really amazing. I think I made it worse. Dude I suck at this whole getting along with people emotional thing. I mean I go BEYOND sucking at it.
But besides that I can burry myself in work today and be one happy little Lightyear. Why am I amused? I shouldn't be thats the problem. I'm just so sick that caring just isn't on my list of things to do. I just don't have any personal feelings on it. I want everybody else to be happy and that would be the one thing that would suit me perfect.
On to some good news. I'm in a pretty good mood right now. I've had "Whiskey in the Jar" stuck in my head for days now. That and "Celebrity Skin." I'm kinda enjoying it.
Also I've been listening to a Madonna CD I rouged from my house. Its amazing the stuff you can think about to the tune of "Die another Day."
Read an interesting article about the relationship between art and science for my 3D design class. Working on the paper for it. Very interesting. Other than that the rest of my studies proceed as normal. I better be moving along the gears of the day are turning and I think they have it out for me. Looking back at this entry I must sound kind of miffed. But I'm not. I'm really just kinda here. I'm smirking. As a matter of fact I'm rater amused.