go right at the first stop light, and i'll be outside waiting for you.
it's funny how weird some one can make you feel. one person can hold your heart in their hand and not even realize it. how one person makes you so happy you want to stay in that moment forever but at the same time makes you so miserable you want nothing more than to sit in a corner and cry. complex, i guess you would call it. over emotional, might be another one or maybe just being in the wrong place at the wrong time or trusting some one you probably shouldn't have. or maybe, it's giving your heart away to a boy whos nothing but scared.
you're so wrong for me, yet i still can't let you go. funny isn't it? how you make me so mad and yet i still want you? maybe it's because i'm willing to go through all of that for you. when i said i wanted to be with you i meant the ups the downs all the smiles and all the tears. i wanted all of it. i wanted you. i wanted you when you had a bad day and just wanted someone to take it out on. i want the little fights we had, i want the great apologies we had. i still want all of that. i'm living in some dream world thinking that i'm ever going to be enough for you. no on is ever enough for you. i was warned, numerous times. and i've been told not to wait around. your best friend even said that i should watch my heart. truth is, i thought you cared. you never actually cared to begin with it's an act. you're really good at it, though. i might add. you should win an award for it. is there such an award? do you think we could make one "to the boy who can make a girl fall head of heals and not be there to catch her" it's quite an accomplishment.. and i hope it makes you feel good. sad that i know i'm not the only one, and i never was. and i'm sorry that i'm too fat or too slutty or i complain tooo much. but, that's who i am. i have faults, flaws and imperfections, but that's what relationships are. two imperfections that fit together. you want perfect, good luck trying to find it.
you're so wrong for me, yet i still can't let you go. funny isn't it? how you make me so mad and yet i still want you? maybe it's because i'm willing to go through all of that for you. when i said i wanted to be with you i meant the ups the downs all the smiles and all the tears. i wanted all of it. i wanted you. i wanted you when you had a bad day and just wanted someone to take it out on. i want the little fights we had, i want the great apologies we had. i still want all of that. i'm living in some dream world thinking that i'm ever going to be enough for you. no on is ever enough for you. i was warned, numerous times. and i've been told not to wait around. your best friend even said that i should watch my heart. truth is, i thought you cared. you never actually cared to begin with it's an act. you're really good at it, though. i might add. you should win an award for it. is there such an award? do you think we could make one "to the boy who can make a girl fall head of heals and not be there to catch her" it's quite an accomplishment.. and i hope it makes you feel good. sad that i know i'm not the only one, and i never was. and i'm sorry that i'm too fat or too slutty or i complain tooo much. but, that's who i am. i have faults, flaws and imperfections, but that's what relationships are. two imperfections that fit together. you want perfect, good luck trying to find it.