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[lightupflamingo]

So I thought I was over the whole getting homesick thing, but I'm not. I missed three birthday's this week, my dad's, my brother's and my stepdad's. I almost cried last night when they were all together and called me, but I held back because it's life and I have to get used to it. I hate being so far/technically not so far from my whole family. I don't even know when I can go home, which is the worst.

alkdfjls...I have to read for english and I really don't want to but I'm going to have to because I've been doing good so far and I don't want to break the cycle.

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