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I need a job...haha..man i feel like a loser..well its because my brothers except my younger brother..have 60 days to get a job or something because my mom is is going to get her liver transplant soon and my dad is going to take off of time of work to take care of her..so money will be really tight in our house..and my mom wont be working either..so I have to get a job well my brothers too..otherwise we have to find another place to live or something..its kind of scary...but nothing I havent been through..prayers would be awesome..not just for me but for my mom and aunt as well cause they are doing the live liver transplant..if I do have to move out and get a job and get an apartment I might have to give up school or something..and thats not cool I can't do that..I still need a car too..im one big bum..eeek!!! The Lord Will Provide!!
When I think about my future and stuff I really cant picture myself doing anything..like where Im at in life right now is where I will be for the rest of my life..its scary and kind of stinks..I wish sometimes I could push through and get away from all my insecurities and fears in life..I want to love Jesus..more and more..because He is so awesome to us..why? I want to juggle a soccer ball in a circle and blame buddy for hitting everyone..that was honestly one of the most funnest times I have ever had in my life..Im an odd one..I get scared sometimes cause im like a 10 year old..haha what?! Im weird....in an hour and a half I will be up for a whole 24 hours..I havent done that in 6 months..I think I will go to sleep so I can keep that record...
do any of you feel like your knowledge or whatever you learned has been sucked out of your brains? like lets take Jesus for instance..I used to be a lot smarter than I am now about Him (I know there isnt a limit of knowledge about Him..I just knew more about Him)..I cant even remember his birthday..what good child I am..I dont even know his favorite color..dang...I dont know im tired and thats all folks...Jesus Be With You!..........
When I think about my future and stuff I really cant picture myself doing anything..like where Im at in life right now is where I will be for the rest of my life..its scary and kind of stinks..I wish sometimes I could push through and get away from all my insecurities and fears in life..I want to love Jesus..more and more..because He is so awesome to us..why? I want to juggle a soccer ball in a circle and blame buddy for hitting everyone..that was honestly one of the most funnest times I have ever had in my life..Im an odd one..I get scared sometimes cause im like a 10 year old..haha what?! Im weird....in an hour and a half I will be up for a whole 24 hours..I havent done that in 6 months..I think I will go to sleep so I can keep that record...
do any of you feel like your knowledge or whatever you learned has been sucked out of your brains? like lets take Jesus for instance..I used to be a lot smarter than I am now about Him (I know there isnt a limit of knowledge about Him..I just knew more about Him)..I cant even remember his birthday..what good child I am..I dont even know his favorite color..dang...I dont know im tired and thats all folks...Jesus Be With You!..........