I have pom-poms on my socks~~~
*deep breath*
I can feel the nausia starting up again...the light-headedness, the anticipation...the only difference this time is that I actually can't wait to do this...last time I would have put it off for as long as possible...
The note was carefully written, cut to perfect size, placed in the pretty envelope, sealed with a stawberry sticker...(aha...not a kiss you fools!)...And now it's just sitting on my desk...waiting...waiting...
Waiting for tomorrow, pre-dawn and the -hopefully- silent walk...out my door, down the hall, up the stairs, down another hall...to his door...All followed by the hastey retreat...the hope that no one will see me...that HE won't see me...
And if he does? May as well confess...
He watched House with us last night...Talked to us...I said good night to him after...wish I had said more...
I can feel the nausia starting up again...the light-headedness, the anticipation...the only difference this time is that I actually can't wait to do this...last time I would have put it off for as long as possible...
The note was carefully written, cut to perfect size, placed in the pretty envelope, sealed with a stawberry sticker...(aha...not a kiss you fools!)...And now it's just sitting on my desk...waiting...waiting...
Waiting for tomorrow, pre-dawn and the -hopefully- silent walk...out my door, down the hall, up the stairs, down another hall...to his door...All followed by the hastey retreat...the hope that no one will see me...that HE won't see me...
And if he does? May as well confess...
He watched House with us last night...Talked to us...I said good night to him after...wish I had said more...