Rubberband Mand?
I still feel a bit too wound up, but I've gotten slightly numb to the feeling by now. Emotional swings are getting more random and sudden as well, but I've stopped paying attention to what my emotions are, in part. I just go with them. If they snap, and land me in a tough situation, I'll deal with the situation.
What else is there to do?
Going to do the month thing that's been going around, once I remember my HTML basics, since using the rich text mode seems to kill my entries.
I got some music and Vice City from a friend yesterday, but I need a PS2 version controller to play that, just as I need it to play Phantom Brave. Ah well.
It feels more natural going with how I feel, and not caring how that actually is. I'm worried I might get angry, like I used to when I let them control me before, but I can't really handle trying to change my emotions. Damned windmill syndrome.
My schedule's fixed now, and luckily it was just a late delivery to the teacher. Plus my classes are going very well. Individual And The Law (still think it sounds more like a bad western) is a great class. It consists of debating issues, out loud and on paper, and watching West Wing in class. w00t w00t?
That's all for now. Maybe I'll snap, maybe I won't. Why worry about something I can't change?
What else is there to do?
Going to do the month thing that's been going around, once I remember my HTML basics, since using the rich text mode seems to kill my entries.
I got some music and Vice City from a friend yesterday, but I need a PS2 version controller to play that, just as I need it to play Phantom Brave. Ah well.
It feels more natural going with how I feel, and not caring how that actually is. I'm worried I might get angry, like I used to when I let them control me before, but I can't really handle trying to change my emotions. Damned windmill syndrome.
My schedule's fixed now, and luckily it was just a late delivery to the teacher. Plus my classes are going very well. Individual And The Law (still think it sounds more like a bad western) is a great class. It consists of debating issues, out loud and on paper, and watching West Wing in class. w00t w00t?
That's all for now. Maybe I'll snap, maybe I won't. Why worry about something I can't change?