Feb 28, 2007 19:11
IT'S THE LAST DAY OF FEBUARY! YES!
Dear February,
You are the worst month ever. Not just this year. Nope. Always. You basically suck. I mean that. Worst month ever. I mean, the weather sucks, tons of people getting sick, there is suffocating angst over Valentine's Day EVERYWHERE... and the weather is terrible. I am glad you are over.
-Charlotte
Dear Sick,
You cost me my job, really fucked me over in school, and have prevented me from going to the gym for over a month now. I would like it if you would just get out of my life, already and let me get healthy again.
Thanks,
Charlotte
Dear March,
I'm pretty glad it's going to be a new month tomorrow. I'm really trying to get my life back on track. I'm GOING TO GET ALL OF MY WORK DONE! Even if that means loosing large amounts of sleep. I straightened out my papers and I'm feeling a bit more confident that I can get back on track after talking to my counselor. It turns out that they are very helpful. I recommend them. I have decided not to go to traditional college. I know for a fact I would be miserable, and would drop out within a year. I've decided to pursue the culinary arts instead by attending a culinary institute, majoring, of course, in cooking, as well as restaurant management. I might go into pastry.... but I don't know. Cooking is just the kind of work I can actually see myself doing with out getting fired quickly / killing myself. I really angry at my school's attitude towards choosing vocational paths. It would be really stupid for me as an individual to go to a regular college, and not because I'm stupid. At all. Boo. What ever. Getting this school thing to work at all for the rest of the year is going to be really hard on me. In more ways than one. What a mess. I'm kind of getting off to a... decent start. Sort of. I'm set for PCR day any way.
My other new month resolution is to get healthy. I'm Just going to take care of myself better.
Common Ground's today was super good. It was just awesome. Truly. To the core. We planned or presentation on preventing anti-lgtb language and violence. We were all so productive. It's going to be great. Really. I'm a little nervous about getting up in front of not only my teachers but... all of them and talking about "the gay." It really is hard to stand up and push for change, but I'll have Katherine and Echo with me, so it's all cool.
Please be gentle with me, March.
-Charlotte