mild discovery
when i am cognisant enough to say that i want a boyfriend, it is usually a bad time for me to have one. in that i am trying to figure a lot of things out, and say, "if only i had someone to comfort me while i sort this all out." but what i actually want is to not think about those things, but to think of that person so much that i do silly things like miss my stop because there is a running makeout loop in my head.
likewise, when boys say that they want a girlfriend, it usually means that they don't know what they want. that, or they want a whole lot of things that they think a girlfriend can do, but couldn't possibly give them. like a sense of purpose. or self-confidence.
i should get ready now. i should drink a lot; i've been thinking too much.
there's a cute picture of me reading to the kids on myspace. go look.
likewise, when boys say that they want a girlfriend, it usually means that they don't know what they want. that, or they want a whole lot of things that they think a girlfriend can do, but couldn't possibly give them. like a sense of purpose. or self-confidence.
i should get ready now. i should drink a lot; i've been thinking too much.
there's a cute picture of me reading to the kids on myspace. go look.