Where is my mind?

Mar 09, 2004 21:10

. . . . . . . i had a lot to say.
i think i said it all on the lee high school community.
i'm all written out.

. . .or maybe not.

a lot of people have this opinion of me:

i'm big-headed.
i'm a hard-ass.
i always think i'm right, even when i'm wrong.
i think i'm god or some other all-powerful being.
i'm a pushover.
i'm a joke.

hmmm. . . they're all wrong. how little of me they know.

jesus. . . that's not me. i may act that way, but i decided long ago not to give too much of myself away to everyone. so i give then a false image, a guy they call rance who's really just a shell of what's going on inside rance's head. i could show them all that. but i don't want to walk around stark naked, showing my worries, my cares, my concerns, and my self-doubt.

so i don't.
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