I'm just saying. Because everyone asks.

[lightmyfirefly]

Being bisexual to me is like being colorblind or just plain deaf/blind. When you are lacking color in your vision, you don't have a favorite. You view the world without a favorite color. All colors are equal. When deaf or blind, you don't know what its like to hear or see. So your senses tend to override that. Your hearing becomes better, your

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[lightmyfirefly]

It's so weird for me before in a sense, because i've never dated girls, just had sex with some of them. I never thought anything of it, until someone brought it to my attention that I might be bisexual. It's not so much that for the past few months the fact that i date girls is the reason that you don't know me anymore....its that I started to date girls, one in particular, who got into my head and ruined me a little. I started to think that I didn't know me anymore. I find it easier sometimes to distance myself from people who know me best, because I know they'll call me out on my shit.

What i've come to realise is that I need that in my life. I'm just thankfull for friends like you who remain persistant enough to want me in their lives. Because I certainly don't deserve that quality of friendship. Not right now anyway. i'm honest enough to admit that I'm an asshole, and usually, for 3-4 months out of the year, I become incredibly self centered, and fall out of touch with everyone I know....forgettting that they need me probably as much as I need them.

This is just some stuff I've been thinking about for the last couple of weeks. Or at least since Jenny called me out and told me I was being a shitty best friend....LOL....see? Totally necessary.

Ilu Tony

PS---3EB is playing in San DIego the week of my bday (dec. 12). Wanna go?!

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[brokenbuccaneer]

We all have our times where we feel lost. What's important is to find ourselves again and to bounce back. Just don't forget to bounce back to us!

I think I'd be into seeing 3EB. Let me know the details

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