this year is wayy too hectic already.
i don't even know how i feel about senior year right now. Like, i LOVE being a senior...but sometimes i'm just like "okay, let's get to college already" and then two seconds later i don't want to leave. yuck, i hate rapid changes in emotions, but i feel like i'm going to have to get used to it...that it's going to be a common theme throughout the entire year, including next summer.
i miss my freedom in english. i hate being graded for what an exam grader is looking for and not for what i am and what i am capable of. i also hate feeling extremely intimidated by a teacher. i don't think that's how a learning environment should feel like. at least i get to read some interesting books...
math is a bitch. i don't even know why i tried 4a...i suck at math. hopefully there's an R class 5th or 7th mod, so my entire schedule doesn't get totally fucked up.
i can't wait till this american exam is over with. and i can't wait to get all my college shit out of the way. i'll be so less stressed, maybe i'll actually get a regular sleep pattern again. ay yi.
yepp, that's it.
ps. i miss you lots<3