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okay.
well yeah, school is crap. i am completely sick of school. ahhasldkfj. whatever. i get by.
monday was crap, although we talked about stds in life management
today. boring, but we watching a freakin nasty movie about self breast exams and it had like old lady, and fat black lady and crap with no freakin shirt on feeling their boobs for breast cancer, and then mr polito passed around a sample breast and testcle that would feel like if it had lumps for cancer. er. sick. tomorrow is the last day, which is really sad. i do love that class alot. it was so much fun, and mr polito was such a fun teacher. :(
sigh.
eric got arrested (again) early monday morning for DUI. apparently he was drinking and he took houstons moms truck (or she let him use it) and was drinking and was on bella vista and crashed into someones fence. he called my dad at like 2 in the morning, and asked if he had a spare tire, of course my dad knew he was in some kind of trouble but he didnt say so, or else he woulda helped out. so i guess the people called the cops, and my dad watched the cops put cuffs on him yet again, and go into the cop car. its sad, becasue he JUST got outta jail in late november or whatnot, and then he goes drinking again, and gets locked up. rehab is such bull shit because HE WENT, but the people are blind and dont see that he needs help, apparently he wasnt doing anything to try and help himself because hes a freakin alcoholic. and i thought he was changing. i guess i was wrong. i guess he will never learn, in 2 months he will be 20 years old. and hes been getting in trouble exactly 4 years ago when he was my age. its sad. it really is, that my own flesh and blood, turned out to be a complete fool, and therefore my family had to abandon him. disown him, and thats not easy. too many tears have been shed, and he hurt me, he hurt me BAD. its a heartache that will never go away. never.
:/ anyways, i hope things change, i highly doubt they will, but i know in my heart that i do love him, it just hurts too bad.
yeah, my mom stopped being a bitch, so my dysfunctional family.. is somewhat functional. yeah, things are good i suppose. just keep everythin going good, and i'll be a happy little girl.
yeah thats all.
♥
erin
well yeah, school is crap. i am completely sick of school. ahhasldkfj. whatever. i get by.
monday was crap, although we talked about stds in life management
today. boring, but we watching a freakin nasty movie about self breast exams and it had like old lady, and fat black lady and crap with no freakin shirt on feeling their boobs for breast cancer, and then mr polito passed around a sample breast and testcle that would feel like if it had lumps for cancer. er. sick. tomorrow is the last day, which is really sad. i do love that class alot. it was so much fun, and mr polito was such a fun teacher. :(
sigh.
eric got arrested (again) early monday morning for DUI. apparently he was drinking and he took houstons moms truck (or she let him use it) and was drinking and was on bella vista and crashed into someones fence. he called my dad at like 2 in the morning, and asked if he had a spare tire, of course my dad knew he was in some kind of trouble but he didnt say so, or else he woulda helped out. so i guess the people called the cops, and my dad watched the cops put cuffs on him yet again, and go into the cop car. its sad, becasue he JUST got outta jail in late november or whatnot, and then he goes drinking again, and gets locked up. rehab is such bull shit because HE WENT, but the people are blind and dont see that he needs help, apparently he wasnt doing anything to try and help himself because hes a freakin alcoholic. and i thought he was changing. i guess i was wrong. i guess he will never learn, in 2 months he will be 20 years old. and hes been getting in trouble exactly 4 years ago when he was my age. its sad. it really is, that my own flesh and blood, turned out to be a complete fool, and therefore my family had to abandon him. disown him, and thats not easy. too many tears have been shed, and he hurt me, he hurt me BAD. its a heartache that will never go away. never.
:/ anyways, i hope things change, i highly doubt they will, but i know in my heart that i do love him, it just hurts too bad.
yeah, my mom stopped being a bitch, so my dysfunctional family.. is somewhat functional. yeah, things are good i suppose. just keep everythin going good, and i'll be a happy little girl.
yeah thats all.
♥
erin