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okay. well bad bad day.
i just typed a bunch of shit out, so i will try to do it again
so i will set the scene out here.
its 630am and i am in my down stairs bathroom getting ready and i throw my hair up becuase it looks like crap and my mom is like are you going to do something with your hair, it looks like dog hair, and im like so. and shes like libby, doesnt it look like dog hair, and im like so. and she grabs me by the neck and is like, do you want me to hit you again. and i didnt say anything and she walked out of the house and left for work. and i was so mad that i screamed really loud and threw my brush at the ground, and libby goes.. MOM did you hear that, erin threw something. and shes like shes about to be grounded. and so she said i was grounded for a month off the computer and i go no, and shes like 1..2..3. you are about to get grounded for a month. and i didnt say anything and then my dad is like what happened. and hes like you should of walked away, theres nothing i can do. so i finished getting ready and then left the house without saying anything to libby. and then libby came out. and i didnt say 2 words to her. why should i when she is taking my moms side on something i didnt do at all.
so i got to school and ofcourse people are like, whats wrong, what happened erin. and i tell them. and i am very sensitive so ofcourse i start crying when i talk about it. so i go through 2 periods, painful they were do dreadful. just draging on through them. and then i go to 3rd period and alyssa comes up to me and gives me abig hug :) and then i go into class and go to the bathroom and call my dad and i start crying again. and then he said he'd pick me up at 1030 and hes like cus of your mom and im like yeah. so i go back to class and eat and win a game of fact or crap. our group is great. so yeah. then i go to fourth period. it was like survior, our tables merged. lol. and then finally i get checked out, so i swung the class room door open and guess who was right behind it. KEVIN and i hit him with the door. hahah. it was great, but he walked me out. so it was nice talkin since we never usually see eachother. then i see my daddy and hes like so erin, you need to control your mouth, and watch what you say. and im like i dont mean to, and hes like your grandma complains about your mouth, and so does your mom. so im like okay. and i start crying again. and hes like the best advice my dad gave me, even though we never got along too well was "think about what you say before you say it, becuase if its something stupid or something that will get you in trouble, you will most likely not say it." so im like okay i will try. and then i tell him that my mom threatened to hit me again, and its so sad that she has to hit me as of resolving a problem that is so petty, instead of doing something normal and talking it out calmly.. i dont know any body else whose parents hit them.
so we got to sams club and my dad showed me a creeper he wanted for work and for christmas, so im like okay. then we go to walmart and get a phone for the computer room and a box thingy to put all my bathroom stuff in because i am moving all my stuff into the bathroom upstairs that is not OFFICIALLY mine, all mine mine mine!! yes. so then we go to wendys and get food and go home. it was a nice 2 hours with him, i love him alot. and i dont like to play favorites or anything, but i am such a daddys girl. dont get me wrong, i love my mom and all. but we just dont see eye to eye and i think its cus we are such alike, that we cant stand eachother. and maybe when i get older or what not we will start to understand but as of now we dont. so i went home and cleaned out my bathroom and gotta finish it, to make it all pretty. and my dad hooked the phone up and fixed my mirror for me. so then my dad leaves and i come on this thing. i am not going to update that much anymore unless my mom is not home, like now. my dad was talking to my nana on the phone earlier and telling her that he thinkgs my momma is on menopause and my grandmas thinks so too. she said when she was that age she was going through it too. and i think thats stupid.. why would women have to go through somethingn like that that makes them bitchy and crazy. in history brittany was going to invent something to help menapause never come about, but mrs dixon wouldnt let her. lol. so yea
i dont think i am going to talk to her. unless it is for something i need or whatever or if we talk things out. but other than that i am in my own little world, i am going to lock myself in my bed room with my music, tv, and phone. give me a call, cause most likely if im not on this thing, my mom is home and i am in my room.. u know my number! 660-7788 & 686-4434
so yeah.
you would think i would be bone dry but somehow i can still be capable of crying. ♥
i just typed a bunch of shit out, so i will try to do it again
so i will set the scene out here.
its 630am and i am in my down stairs bathroom getting ready and i throw my hair up becuase it looks like crap and my mom is like are you going to do something with your hair, it looks like dog hair, and im like so. and shes like libby, doesnt it look like dog hair, and im like so. and she grabs me by the neck and is like, do you want me to hit you again. and i didnt say anything and she walked out of the house and left for work. and i was so mad that i screamed really loud and threw my brush at the ground, and libby goes.. MOM did you hear that, erin threw something. and shes like shes about to be grounded. and so she said i was grounded for a month off the computer and i go no, and shes like 1..2..3. you are about to get grounded for a month. and i didnt say anything and then my dad is like what happened. and hes like you should of walked away, theres nothing i can do. so i finished getting ready and then left the house without saying anything to libby. and then libby came out. and i didnt say 2 words to her. why should i when she is taking my moms side on something i didnt do at all.
so i got to school and ofcourse people are like, whats wrong, what happened erin. and i tell them. and i am very sensitive so ofcourse i start crying when i talk about it. so i go through 2 periods, painful they were do dreadful. just draging on through them. and then i go to 3rd period and alyssa comes up to me and gives me abig hug :) and then i go into class and go to the bathroom and call my dad and i start crying again. and then he said he'd pick me up at 1030 and hes like cus of your mom and im like yeah. so i go back to class and eat and win a game of fact or crap. our group is great. so yeah. then i go to fourth period. it was like survior, our tables merged. lol. and then finally i get checked out, so i swung the class room door open and guess who was right behind it. KEVIN and i hit him with the door. hahah. it was great, but he walked me out. so it was nice talkin since we never usually see eachother. then i see my daddy and hes like so erin, you need to control your mouth, and watch what you say. and im like i dont mean to, and hes like your grandma complains about your mouth, and so does your mom. so im like okay. and i start crying again. and hes like the best advice my dad gave me, even though we never got along too well was "think about what you say before you say it, becuase if its something stupid or something that will get you in trouble, you will most likely not say it." so im like okay i will try. and then i tell him that my mom threatened to hit me again, and its so sad that she has to hit me as of resolving a problem that is so petty, instead of doing something normal and talking it out calmly.. i dont know any body else whose parents hit them.
so we got to sams club and my dad showed me a creeper he wanted for work and for christmas, so im like okay. then we go to walmart and get a phone for the computer room and a box thingy to put all my bathroom stuff in because i am moving all my stuff into the bathroom upstairs that is not OFFICIALLY mine, all mine mine mine!! yes. so then we go to wendys and get food and go home. it was a nice 2 hours with him, i love him alot. and i dont like to play favorites or anything, but i am such a daddys girl. dont get me wrong, i love my mom and all. but we just dont see eye to eye and i think its cus we are such alike, that we cant stand eachother. and maybe when i get older or what not we will start to understand but as of now we dont. so i went home and cleaned out my bathroom and gotta finish it, to make it all pretty. and my dad hooked the phone up and fixed my mirror for me. so then my dad leaves and i come on this thing. i am not going to update that much anymore unless my mom is not home, like now. my dad was talking to my nana on the phone earlier and telling her that he thinkgs my momma is on menopause and my grandmas thinks so too. she said when she was that age she was going through it too. and i think thats stupid.. why would women have to go through somethingn like that that makes them bitchy and crazy. in history brittany was going to invent something to help menapause never come about, but mrs dixon wouldnt let her. lol. so yea
i dont think i am going to talk to her. unless it is for something i need or whatever or if we talk things out. but other than that i am in my own little world, i am going to lock myself in my bed room with my music, tv, and phone. give me a call, cause most likely if im not on this thing, my mom is home and i am in my room.. u know my number! 660-7788 & 686-4434
so yeah.
you would think i would be bone dry but somehow i can still be capable of crying. ♥