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what a depressing vaca so far...
all i have to say is that all i am is full of hate and anger...
i dont kno what to do with it all...
i'm gaining weight, my grades suck and i'm breaking out more than i ever have...
i pain here and there, and i dont kno what to do most of the time.
the ppl that i normally talk to, they're either away or something... i dont kno what.
and i cant talk to a friend who used to be my best... i dont kno what to do. i dont hate her, but i just... cant talk anymore... and he says "she even forgave that dummy"
first off, i dont need to be forgiven, and second, i dont appreciate being called a dummy...
i just need a hero
someone who can save me from everyone and everything including myself
i dont trust me, and i dont trust most other ppl...
some i would like to put trust in i cant because it would go to waste or its just too hard...
i dont kno what to do, i dont kno what to do at all...
things seemed sooo much simpler when we were younger... we get up in the morn, go to skool, play, come back home and sleep... not much needed to go through the brain... just get by everyday with a nice smile...
kokoro ga itainjaan... and i dont kno what to do about it... hmmm... but from experience from a friend dating girls can be hella lot more headache than a guy...
ugh... guys suck.
and so do colds.... i keep on having to sneeze....
and i get these weird sick spells... its like car sickness only im not in the car... like today, i took an hour nap cause i couldnt take how yucky i felt...
anywho, hope everyone had a great christmas, and have a marvelous new year!! yoi otoshi o omukae kudasai!! ^____^
man, i wish i was japanese... XP
what a depressing vaca so far...
all i have to say is that all i am is full of hate and anger...
i dont kno what to do with it all...
i'm gaining weight, my grades suck and i'm breaking out more than i ever have...
i pain here and there, and i dont kno what to do most of the time.
the ppl that i normally talk to, they're either away or something... i dont kno what.
and i cant talk to a friend who used to be my best... i dont kno what to do. i dont hate her, but i just... cant talk anymore... and he says "she even forgave that dummy"
first off, i dont need to be forgiven, and second, i dont appreciate being called a dummy...
i just need a hero
someone who can save me from everyone and everything including myself
i dont trust me, and i dont trust most other ppl...
some i would like to put trust in i cant because it would go to waste or its just too hard...
i dont kno what to do, i dont kno what to do at all...
things seemed sooo much simpler when we were younger... we get up in the morn, go to skool, play, come back home and sleep... not much needed to go through the brain... just get by everyday with a nice smile...
kokoro ga itainjaan... and i dont kno what to do about it... hmmm... but from experience from a friend dating girls can be hella lot more headache than a guy...
ugh... guys suck.
and so do colds.... i keep on having to sneeze....
and i get these weird sick spells... its like car sickness only im not in the car... like today, i took an hour nap cause i couldnt take how yucky i felt...
anywho, hope everyone had a great christmas, and have a marvelous new year!! yoi otoshi o omukae kudasai!! ^____^
man, i wish i was japanese... XP